i actually have many things to say. But my mind just draws blank whenever i see this screen.
anyways...
had my graduation ceremony yesterday. it felt good to see everyone again. but it also felt wierd cos i felt as though i didn't belong anymore. walking through the engine block, it brought back memories and for a moment i thought of just going back to school.
as i looked on at people receiving their diplomas, it made me reminisce on all those times we had.
shihui's 'boyfriend'... my 'boyfriend'... mal's 'boyfriend'... leejin's 'boyfriend'... jailbird... ang-go-li... npcc pants... that gay guy... xiao ke ai... cute guy... the one that looks like caspar... the 2 guys whose names sound similar, one of whom is always alone...
and many many more.
even though i wasn't the very gung-ho type who was super close with everyone else, i felt a bit sad when i thought about how this may be the last time we were going to see each other. as we cheered as one 'Biomedical Science' team after everyone has received their diplomas, i felt that maybe i'm actually leaving something beautiful behind.
but like what my father said, i've gotta move on. I can't just keep going round in circles in poly. i've gotta look ahead.
so i guess, it's good luck to everyone... for their future endeavors =).
9:11 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
It's totally unnecessary but still, 've gotta make a mention:
I shit blood today. It's scary.
P.s graduation next thursday. The official last day of my poly. it's just a bittersweet feeling. everyone's gotta move on now.
9:37 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
omg. there's a pirated super junior in taiwan. The 'ryeowook' is just irritating.
11:14 AM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
why did the creater of humans made us vulnerable enough to be affected by things that cannot ever be seen by our naked eye?
so that when the time is right, we can be eradicated... so that we can be removed.
10:34 AM
please take care, especially dear ju. (of course wei and mei should also take care)
swallow all the Vit. B! drink up the orange juice! but don't go stock up on Tamiflu cos apparently taking it in advance just backfires the effect.
10:10 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
the result for going back to school on saturdays and sundays, staying back till nearly 7pm almost everyday? GOLD with HONORS. Never seen that word before. Maybe if we did that then, we could get gold with honors too, cos' that's what my sister's CCA did.
8:13 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
sometimes, i feel really inferior. i feel that people looks down on the job that i have. don't get me wrong. i've no complaints about the job, but it's just really demoralizing when you see people's eyes and see 'say what the shit you're doing? ohh... chey, it's not that important or high-class'. it's a fact that i deal with 'ewww' stuff, but that's a job that someone has to do.
it could be because i don't go and really understand your inner feelings, but this is the way i look at it, since i cannot really read your mind.
alone-ness can be a bliss since i don't have to care about anyone else's feelings besides mine.
seriously, this is just total randomness..
ahh.. having my mood swings now. feeling so bipolar.
8:16 PM
LOOKING AT THE RAINBOW waiting for the next winter.