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Saturday, March 24, 2007
couldn't sleep last night. hate the feeling that everyone's asleep except me. makes me feel very lonely. don't understand how i've once loved this feeling. everyone is quiet for once and leaving me to do my own thing. but that was then. now, i hate it. cos' when i can't sleep, i think of all kinds of things which makes sleeping even more difficult. but hey, i'm glad it's daylight now. when i was young, i was very afraid of sleeping as i was afraid i wouldn't be able to wake up the next morning. after talking things out with my mother, the feeling was gone. but now, the fear is coming back again. sometimes, i hate sleeping. but sometimes, i embrace it. sleep is such a dilemma now. haha. people who needs sleep but have no time to do so are probably hating me now if they ever read this.
12:07 PM
LOOKING AT THE RAINBOW
waiting for the next winter.
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