'Love is like obesity' taken from a korean variety show, YSMM. why associate 'love' and 'obesity' together? cos' both of them needs careful management. makes sense don't it? i fully understand this after yesterday. all i can say is that, i don't yearn for love anymore. i don't know is it because i'm immune or is it because of the variety of species is so much better in places elsewhere (say Japan and Korea?). heh heh. not that i'm in the position to choose.

well all i can say is that it's maybe cos' i've matured more and the 'right' one is just not here yet. i remember a time when a very young and naive me who use to have crushes on at almost every reasonable male species that walked by. yupp. that was how young and naive i was. love is so so very complicated. it's not meant to be messed around with.

that's also why i prefer JROCK. cos' they don't only sing sappy love songs. they sing about more serious stuff like what's going on around the world. sure, i do listen to love songs. but i can't feel the way the song wants me to feel cos' ultimately, whatever happens in these songs, movies and tv shows does not exist really. if it does happen to you, good for you. but majority of us don't have such luck. but we'll always keep hoping no?

but meanwhile, there are also many other things that matters more. so why don't concentrate on those stuff while on your bid to seek out THE one?

word to julien: i'm sorry for giving you such lousy advice that lead to such.. sorrow. never meant for it to happen.

aigoo.. my thoughts are not very organized now, so everything is everywhere.
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