it's amazing. it's already 9 june. term tests are over. it's the holidays. one project down. 2 more to go. guess, everything is sorting itself out now. just gotta hang in there for awhile more.

seriously, there was this period of time i was really, really.... uncomfortable. everything seemed wrong. my future seemed bleak. a lot of things were going on, i couldn't cope and adapt fast enough. that's the first time i actually felt like breaking down, just give up and run away. luckily, i had such nice nice people around me. my friends, family, even 'staphy'(a big surprise). hahas. but it's over for now.

a bigger challenge faces me now. i'm scared that i wouldn't be tough enough to handle it. it's really stupid. everyone have been through it and survived. so why can't I???

anw, after term tests, we had a SIP briefing. it really sounds like a lot of work. i'm really afraid that i would fail my part and everything. but i'm gonna take one day at a time. i guess once everything becomes a routine, everything would become more bearable.


on a lighter note, right after the term tests, went for a girls outing with my 'darlings'. it was really really nice. i've never had such time in a while to do shopping. so i shopped and spent a little more than my what i had in mind. even did a little impulsive shopping for once and bought this what-you-call-it, even though in this weather, it would be ridiculous to wear it. hey, my sister's happy and i'm even happier. but too bad, i did not get a decent gladiator sandal even though i had my eye on a few. they were either out of budget, or wrong colour, or no size. but i got this okay one i guess. and i saw this shoe that i like over the causway, but did not have my size. finally i saw it here too. but apparently my size is common. but nevermind. i went down today and ordered it. yes, that's how much i kinda adored it. hey hey, i deserve it somehow. i think my father will flip. he was just complaining how our shoe rack has no more space for more shoes. why love diamonds when i have shoesss??

blabbering already.

gotta go read what edward and bella are up to. my sister is nuts. she sped read the book finished it before she went camping. what's the point? she don't get the gist of it. heh heh. but it's her call i guess.

blaaa blaa..

it's not making any sense, this post. cos' my brain has been overworked. so i let it rest awhile whilst i type this post.

=)
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