i actually have many things to say. But my mind just draws blank whenever i see this screen.

anyways...

had my graduation ceremony yesterday. it felt good to see everyone again. but it also felt wierd cos i felt as though i didn't belong anymore. walking through the engine block, it brought back memories and for a moment i thought of just going back to school.

as i looked on at people receiving their diplomas, it made me reminisce on all those times we had.

shihui's 'boyfriend'...
my 'boyfriend'...
mal's 'boyfriend'...
leejin's 'boyfriend'...
jailbird...
ang-go-li...
npcc pants...
that gay guy...
xiao ke ai...
cute guy...
the one that looks like caspar...
the 2 guys whose names sound similar, one of whom is always alone...

and many many more.

even though i wasn't the very gung-ho type who was super close with everyone else, i felt a bit sad when i thought about how this may be the last time we were going to see each other. as we cheered as one 'Biomedical Science' team after everyone has received their diplomas, i felt that maybe i'm actually leaving something beautiful behind.

but like what my father said, i've gotta move on. I can't just keep going round in circles in poly. i've gotta look ahead.

so i guess, it's good luck to everyone... for their future endeavors =).
9:11 PM